I wanna be in japan right now!!
Omg, kat-tun's concert started and I've been reading all of these concert reports
and they're making me so envious. I really want to go to their concert, ever since I was 14 yrs old, I've been wanting to go, But this year especially. I can afford the concert ticket. I just need the plane ticket =O
Kame's solo!! gahhh, *-* <3333 kimono! girl version! smeared lipstick! water! parasol *-*-*-* ~is starstruck~

I don't know why but I'm not that excited about jin's duet with crystal kay, i think I would've enjoy it more if Jin sang Care. mehh
hahah Nakamaru! why don't you jump?? so adorable

I am excited about Wednesday's cartoon Kat-tun.
Last week's was so fun.
Is it obsessive of me to replay the part when Kame touches Jin's shoulder like a billion times?

Yay. new album too =D

I have a commentary in Chinese on Tuesday and I have to write a composition on filial piety. Writing in Chinese is pretty hard D=.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAME!!!!

So far I've known him (well not known known, but like I've been his fan) ever since he was 19 years old. Four years of fangirling and he's still my ichiban. I hope he has a wonderful birthday and spends it with his family and friends and his tickle-me elmo. I will finish Kami no Shizuku one day.

The ctkt Lie detector episode was hilarious! I knew they wanna be in Arashi, even I want to be in Arashi.

I don't like Kat-tun's one drop pv, they seemed too force, like it's really painful to "sing" . Jin darhling, open your mouthhh, kame stop doing your hair like thattt, ok.
I like the making of though, that was nice. kame's shell hahawhahaha, and koki "long-haired!" and jin "baka!" ueda drunk loll

I need to take charge of my life.

oh miura
miura haruma
why art thou so cute??? *-*
and he's not like 5-10 years older than i am either

I can't stop listening to Rescue ~ I love it, yes I love it extremely~~~  The chorus is in English and it sounds good! not like Engrish lol "running up, i'm a running" 8D
I want more than a minute and a half of Rescue, I want the whole thing now now =x

I should watch Kami no Shizuku... yeah..I told myself that I would over the weekend but I'm didn't watch it yet XD

Today, I had to do community service at a nursing home and it was... really depressing.
Most of the old people were... not in their mind.
They want to go home..
Most of them were talking about going home.
My friend told me that a couple of old guys were planning an escape
guy #1: I want to go home
#2: I can drive you home
#2: Let me get my car, it's in the garage.

There was this one lady who constantly repeats the same lines.
It's either "I'm blind" (she's not), "I can't see" , " I want to go home" "I need to go home and help my mom" (she's like 80 yrs old, her mom wouldn't be still living)

It's really hard talking to them because most of them don't understand what we were saying and they ... can't comprehend complex sentences.

or try to escape.

to put it badly : they're waiting for death

because being in that place means there's nothing more to do in your life,

the food is nasty looking, even the cake

I got really sad.

I don't want to be like that in the future

I don't ever want to send my parents to a nursing home or retirement house. You just sleep, eat, watch a movie, play a game, talk to people who don't have the capability to respond back, maybe read a book if you can still see well enough, and maybe have someone accompany you for a stroll outside, and that's it. They even have a seat beeper that beeps when someone gets out of their chair. I thought that was very extreme, even though it's neccessary for them to stay safe.



I realized something, I can't pronounce th- words correctly, such as thought, think, threw, thigh, etc.
I pronouced them like dought, dink, drew, digh, etc.
And my 8 yr cousin spent a while teaching me,
I don't know why I can't pronouce it, it's so strange =o
so we had drilling lessons loll
with sentences such as
"She was thankful of her thunderous thighs."
"Thank you for your thoughtfulness"
"The thimble was in her thunderous thighs."
very very hard, even my grandma who don't know a lick of english can pronounce it right
you're suppose to stick out your tongue before you speak? hahah

7 days in Tokyo Dome?? That's awesome! =o
It's in May.. I hope they have another summer concert, I have tests to take in May. I really want to go to a Kat-tun concert. It's one of my life goals.
It's named Planet! zomg and Will each member be a planet??
and make the leftover planets the home planets?
xD
It's pretty amazing how they're going to beat their own record O_O

Ueda.. you and your natto and how it saves the world. I tried natto once.. and it tastes.. bad.. but maybe there's different types of natto? Like different brands that taste better.. lol

I watched some previews for RESCUE and it seeemsss sooo intense!
Kat-tun's new single yay!
but I wonder if having two singles release just a month apart will hurt the sales or not..

The hage guy on ctkt yesterday was hilarious, he's really disturbing when dressed in that sailorsuit and that constipated face when people say something that sounds like "bald" was funny! and then he just smiles and exits.
 my favorite part is when Jin rejected him and he was like "then I'll go to kamenashi" and then Jin said something that I didn't understand. xD
 
Although I'm glad that Kat-tun are having a lot of individual work, I really want to see them do a group project again, well aside from concerts and singles, I want to see the 6 of time in a movie.. like Arashi.
or a full episode with only the 6 of them
or something ... you know ? xD

Guysss this melted my heart this morning~
Credits to Resha_hime for translating

赤西: うん。それがKAT-TUNのスタイルだからね。まあ、たとえるならオレらはピザみたいなものかな

Akanishi: Un. Sore ga KAT-TUN no SUTAIRU dakara ne. Maa, tatoeru nara ORERA wa PIZA mitai na mono ka na

Akanishi: Yeah. Because that's KAT-TUN's style. Well, for example we're something like a pizza.

 

上田: どういう意味？

Ueda: Dou iu imi?

Ueda: What do you mean?

 

赤西: 上からチーズがかかってるから全部つながってるように見えるんだけど、じつは6ピースに分かれてるっていう、ね (笑)

Akanishi: Ue kara CHIIZU ga kakatteru kara zenbu tsunagatteru you ni mierun dakedo, jitsu wa 6 PIISU ni wakareteru tte iu, ne (shou) 

Akanishi: Because there's cheese covering on the top it looks as if the pizza is connected together, but actually it's divided into 6 pieces (laughs).

 

上田: ああ、いいね。そしてオレたちのピザは1ピースごとに違う味だからこそ、ファンの人たちはいろんな味を楽しめる、と

Ueda: Aa, ii ne. SoshiteORE tachi no PIZA wa 1 PIISU doko ni chigau aji dakara koso, FAN no hito tachi wa iron na aji wo tanoshimeru, to

Ueda: Ah, that's good. And because each piece of our pizza has a different flavour, it's like the fans can enjoy various flavours.

 

赤西: そういうこと！

Akanishi: Sou iu koto!

Akanishi: Yes that's it!

 

上田: もしくはイクラでもいいかも

Ueda: Moshiku wa IKURA de mo ii ka mo

Ueda: It can also otherwise be salmon roe.

 

赤西: 。。。イクラ！？

Akanishi: ... IKURA!?

Akanishi: ... Salmon roe!?

 

上田: そう。イクラってパッと見ると全部まとまってるように見えるけど、よく見ると粒の集まりでしょ？それと同じように、オレらはひとりひとりが別々の粒として存在してるってことで

Ueda: Sou. IKURA tte PATTO miru to zenbu matomatteru you ni mieru kedo, yoku miru to tsubu no atsumari desho? Sore to onaji you ni, ORERA wa hitori hitori ga betsu betsu no tsubu toshite sonzai shiteru tte koto de

Ueda: Right. If you look at salmon roe just like that, it looks as if they're all settled together but if you look carefully, it's a collection of grains isn't it? Just like that, each of us are like the individual grains existing together.

 

赤西: なるほど！

Akanishi: Naruhodo!

Akanishi: I see!

 

上田: ひと粒ひと粒食べてもおいしいし、全部まとめて食べてもおいしい。要するにソロ活動も6人での活動もそれぞれおいしいと

Ueda: Hito tsubu hito tsubu tabete mo oishii shi, zenbu matomete tabete mo oishii. You suru ni SORO katsudou mo 6 nin de no katsudou mo sorezore oishii to

Ueda: Eating it grain by grain is delicious, eating it altogether as one is delicious too. In short, whether its solo activities or activities involving all 6 of us, they're each respectively 'delicious.' 

 

赤西: じゃあ今年もオレらはピザ、もしくはイクラのように生きるってことで

Akanishi: Jyaa kotoshi mo ORERA wa PIZA, moshiku wa IKURA no you ni ikiru tte koto de

Akanishi: Well then this year too, let's live just like our Pizza or even our salmon roe.

 

上田: いいと思いまーす (笑)

Ueda: Ii to omoima-su (shou)

Ueda: I think that's gre~at (laughs).

It's just Jin and Ueda to compare Kat-tun to pizza and salmon roe.

Kame is seriously too adorable for words, he has a pimple! omg but the way he goes telling all his fans is so ..hilarious and he's like scolding his pimple for popping up so randomly? Yes I likes to talk to my pimple and scold it too =D

Jin wrote more than 2 lines in his blog, I am so surpriseeee hahaha and he said he went to go drinking with his friends and Kame likes drinking and Jin went drinking and my mind just link that together... that's predictable from an akame fangirl.

I'm so excited for Ueda's butai, I want to goooo , Japanese fangirls are so..lucky compared to overseas fangirls. They could actually understand what they're saying instead of learning a new language or scouting around for translations.

Nakamaru is buff yo, his body, nice muscles, yeahh.

I want Koki to change his hair, sorry but he looks like a Mexican pedophile. (no offense to Koki fans, I lurve him very much indeed)

And.. I'm not so sure what's going on with Junno, but I sure do love his practical short black hair-do =D.


Today was Obama's inauguration and everyone went nuts.. haha we watched the news in class. and he messed up! hahaha it's so funny, I'm hoping for a better future but at the same time, I know that it will take time, a lot of time and people will start bashing him if he doesn't carry out his end of the promise. That's the way things go. What I do love about Obama is the fact that he emphasizes hope and faith. He mentioned them in almost all of his speeches and telling people that hard work is necessary to achieve their dreams. I really like that because too many people are anticipating the end product but are unwilling to do what it takes to get there.

I'm reading The Last Lecture by Randy Paush, It's a good book with wonderful tips and stories to share.

Also today, my mom's car collided with this other car. we were both ok. but i embarrassed myself by saying "what an unfortunate encounterment" and encounterment isn't even a word.

Today, Ngan, Carolyn, and I went to Neshaminy Mall to watch a movie, The Curious Tale of Benjamin Button. Oh my goodness, it is an amazing movie. When I first heard about this movie from a classmate, I thought it was completely and utterly strange, a man who was borned old but aged young? I didn't really understand what that means. I thought that it wouldn't be such a great movie.
So when I went to the theatres today, I didn't really had high hopes for the movie.

But once a kind movie watcher move his/her seat (hey the theatre was dark! I couldn't tell if it's a he or she xD) to let me and my friends sit together since it was crowded and I get comfortable in my seat, I realized that I would be watching a life- altering movie.
OK maybe that's a little too extreme, life- altering, but that movie made me cried and think and just relished in the moment, not a lot of movie have done that before.

SPOILERS AHEAD!
 
It was just sooo sad and I'm still thinking about the movie hours later while I'm sitting on my computer chair typing this up. The saddest part has to be when he left her, because he was like "ohh i'm getting younger and you can't take care of two kids at the same time" and how he slowly turns into a baby. He forgot about Daisy and forgets how to speak and walk. His death is so sad , he died in her arms as a baby,

SPOILERS END!

Then I realized that just short life is.. loll I mean yeh it's not short if you look at it when you're 17 or 20 or 30, but every moment is really precious and you never know how much time you have left.
I got to thinking about my life and I'm wondering, why am I stressing so much about school and life and everything, I put a whole lot of pressure on myself and it's completely unecessary!


On another noteee~

Awww Kame and JIn wanted to act in One Piece!  (ok well koki suggested that jin should act as zoro but kame said that "then I want to be Sanji"  I wanna see that! and Ueda in a boxing drama =D
and Kame brought his Tickle Me Elmo to set! like seriously, I wanted to buy that when it came out because it freaked me out majorly .
and I can't wait for Rescue, it looks sooo intense, ... I think I might like it better than kami no shizuku xD

I think Naka Riisa look a lottt like Nino...

I failed to say this earlier but Happy 2009~!

I hope 2009 will be a great year. I really think it will. I can just sense it!
There is just soooo much that's going to happen this year.
I will get my college acceptance and rejection letters, turn 18 in July, get my driver's license, be living in a dorm starting fall (away from home.. that idea is so daunting), graduate high school, and whole load of other things that I can't possibly predict.

My history with livejournal and gheiness that is the Japanese boybands:

 

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What am I doing right now...
I'm having my midterms next week and I still haven't study yet T_T

but oh my goodness, Kat-tun's new songs!!
I absolutely adore and love "Oh my mind", it's soo beautiful, slightly reminiscent of Korean bands, I think it sounds just a teeny tiny like Shinee.
I also love D-T-S, yes it's on like border line visual kei and I love it, the beat is wonderful.
One Drop of course is great too, kinda sound like an anime theme song haha.

And I still adore Kame! Yehhh, I dunno, I get annoy when people say he's ugly T_T, He's so adorable, Now I know that people have different tastes and we should be open to different opinions, but ... kame..ugly? no wayyy.

Though when I first saw him in Nobuta, I didn't think he was that attractive haha, but the more I look at him, the better he looks, now he's like number 1 in my fandom xD.

I also love ARASHI! OHMIYA Sk yehh and Aiba is a spastic crackhead, he's fun lol.

In real life, I'm anxiously waiting for college letters, April just seems soo far away xD.
I really really want to make it into Upenn and I sent my application, made sure my essays were wonderful and prayed, but I'm consistently thinking about it and am really scare to see the results... T_T
 

I want to see Kame play a supporting role. He has been the lead for like almost every drama's he in lately, tatta hitotsu no koi, one pound..., kami no shizuku. He's a wonderful actor but I wish he can build up the momentum first. Such as, I wish he can get supportings roles that portray a variety of characters along with a strong cast before he's cast up to the front. Something what Oguri Shun and Ikuta Toma is doing. I would love to see kame in a detective/ mystery/ action drama, such as Unfair or Bloody Monday.

Now I'm listening to One Drop ^^, but I need to study for math so I'm going =D

Wow! the first post since... I dunno, last year? lol
I am so tired, I feel dead. And I slept earlier last night too D=. 
Stupid biological clock.
I need to study, midterm week =[, it's terrible.
Tomorrow is Math.
Wednesday- Psychology and Chinese
Thursday- American History
Friday- Physics ~
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 

Omg, 1 pound no fukuin, I seriously can't wait, Honestly,  a sweaty half naked kame who's absolutely wonderful in acting, who is able to resist XD. All the screencaps and cms and promos makes me so anxious. but I'm planning to wait patiently for the subs ^-^ 
I really really wish for a Kat-tun drama with all the members or at least a movie (thinks of Arashi)
Arashi is really funny XDDD.
I wanna watch Letters from Iwojima *-* 

Mahhhoiajfo, time to study... Math... =[ tests suck 

oh keep the faith~
i don't ever post on my lj, i should but i don't >.<
and i would like to have some more fangirl friends but i can't really approach them
they seem intimidating to me most of the time D=
well anyways, i'm feeling the ib pressure, 2 essays, 4 tests, plus psat prep... whoa
hot dog vendor sounds good now

I hate my disk space, it's always low disk space even when i deleted like 212312 bytes of stuff, i want a bigger hard drive!

and i have no time now, but New York post and cartoon kat-tun post and dream boys and everything else will be posted after i finish with my summer reading books, school's on monday, and i still have 1 and a half book to read. procrastination yo.

and asidja junno's gf? she's tiny XD. junno look hot in his paparazzi pic and jin's drama and the seishun amigo dreams boy, soooo much stuff  are happening but noooo school's starting =.=, why can't it be this fun pack during the summer when i had nothing to do? T_T

I feel like doing the wave! ~ \^o^/~
I've been listening to music nonstop for the past few hours and I can say I'm glad I like a variety of music. If I listen to one genre all the time, no doubt I would be bore out of my mind. I can't really handle rock 24/7 or rap 24/7 and slow songs all the time makes me sleepy >.<.

I like Home Made Kazoku, Gyaruru, and Tanaka Roma a lot lately.
There's also a whole bunch of artists I love.

Yayy. This is a completely pointless post cause I need to start studying T_T

Have you seen their new docomo NTT 2.0 version cm? I'm not exactly sure what they're advertising, but I think it was a cell phone ear piece charm? loll Those earrings are super cute. I want one <33.  There was two Chinese guys in the beginning speaking to each other in two languages xD. It was ridiculous right from the start. And all of the sudden the cm show a huge white guy sitting on a barrel praying and Kame came in and the white guy threaten him . LOL. Kame's so pretty.
Jin was being his usual playboy self with a blonde. And he was like "where are you from?" and she was like "I dunno" and the fish talked or something. It was a bloated catfish! (that amused me sooo much)
Ueda danced with a crossdresser~!!! omg that is the crack of all crack in this cm but again almost everything was crack. "Put more back into it!" rofl
Yuichi was cool, sitting on the couch with foreign people and the pretty earring in his ear. Koki was arm-wrestling and he won.
Junno + Pirate/gypsy Bar keeper= <3 loll
And suddenly, the dog spoke (omg a talking dog!@!@) and it was time for the bar to close, so everyone switched off their ear keitai and the color changes, plus everyone is speaking in their own language again. In the end, kame came out of a room rubbing his crotch area and adjusting his jeans (like omg what happened???) and started walking up the stairs with everyone when the talking dog appeared again (i still can't get over it XD). Kame was like "leave me alone" and turn his earring off and they all walk up the stairs. It was soooo kakkoii withthe snapshots and the stairs. ~~

On a side note: my internet is being retarded and my dad doesn't allow me to go out this week. I hate being stuck home D=. Super boring dayo. But I guess I have more time to practice my nihongo and finish my homework. I've been playing DDR really frequently these last few days. DDR Supernova isn't that fun =/. The backgrounds suck lol. I like extreme better but I want there to be more cute songs.

I honestly wish Kat-tun have more projects to do cause 23 mins a week doesn't satiate me >.< Like I understand aside from photoshoots and cartoon kat-tun, Nakamaru has a drama (well he finished filming, I suppose), and he's hosting shounen club, as well as filming for Youtachi.
Koki is practicing for dream boys and filming Youtachi.
Kame is practicing for dream boys.
And I have absolutely no idea what Jin, Junno, or Ueda are doing. D=

Ahh Yayy! After an hour or so of frustration, I finally have my Kame mood themes <3.
Now I need to finish my homework. Will edit and update when I get back ^-^

001: How old are you? 15

Bonjour, Ni Hao, Konnichiwa, Anyo, Hello

This is will be my new intro post. I have this livejournal account for over a year and a half now but I never brought myself to update it or anything. >.<

Now I have to get back to my essay.. about authority and stuff.. . I hate homework ><